You know what, I am pretty excited about life at the moment! I do not have any big exciting news to share, and that for me makes it even more special. I find it exciting that the everyday can make me excited.
I remember a time when this was not the case, I remember days where I could not find anything to be happy about, where it was just darkness and anger. Where I hated myself and the world around me. It was a tough time, and one I had to battle with. I knew it was not a space I was meant to be in, however it seemed that whatever action I took made it darker. I did not belong there, yet I was there. I feel like I stopped living for years, I just existed, I did what I was expected of me because I had to function. I had to survive, quitting was never an option.
Today on the drive home as I was admiring the sunset, I realised how much life excites me now, and I do not have the words to tell you how happy that makes me. I feel like I stopped living for years and now I am rushing to catch up on all that time I missed.
It is my reminder to enjoy all the small things everyday.
(Day Twenty: My focus for the month of April, is to blog everyday. I am setting aside 30 minutes at the end of the day to connect with my message to share with you. The idea behind this, is to limit the overthinking, to minimise the censoring and just to connect with a theme I would like to share for the day.)